friends,
episode 292 is here - just me again + a some great music by
toy house and
danny scherr + some thoughts about the cons (and pros) of giving up. i've recently found myself mulling over the ins and outs and in-betweens of what it means to grow up, to learn, to try, to keep trying, to stop trying, etc., etc., etc. i can't say i've figured any of this stuff out. maybe nobody ever does?? i suspect so. but it feels worth doing, and important somehow, all the same. on one hand, i find myself in the midst of giving up a lot that's been a part of my life up until now. and, in other [just as real] ways, i know it's not possible for me to stop wanting or desiring or giving or hoping. both are oppositely true. which is the most beautiful thing about being awake every day. and the hardest. both. oppositely. and not.
anyway. episode 292 is me trying to say these sorts of things in a way that might make sense to you. i hope you can listen. and i hope they do. :)
... links ...
-to
toy house and the cd
desert road
-to
danny scherr and the cd
richmond special
-to the movie
the big kahuna
love,
russell